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puahaha. I decided to take a break from studying and do this favorite whatever thing that everyone else is doing. but I also wanted to test out my new water proof paper!!
AND HOLY SHIT IT WORKS! ahhahaha!
It’s a notebook called “rite in the rain,” my brother gave it to me because he didn’t use it when he went to afghanistan.
but i still love you all on tumblr even tho you’re not listed =]
Awh! I love this. Haha… well you’d definitely get on my favorite list as well… once I find out a nifty way to repost that shiet!
At the AHS north gym. Winded after 5 minutes of playing haha. This boys alumni game is intense. Go big red!
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Anonymous I’ve let negativity slow me down for way too long. |
from someone and that list does not include
stupidity, lies, bullshit, or any type of nonsense.thanks
wooooooord. and we owe each other a disneyland trip. FOR REALS THIS TIME!! hahaha i miss you bestie.
Everyone goes through something like this in their lives (I’m hoping, lol)… and I think it’s just my time. This is my time to make my mistakes, be bitter, have a temper, love deeply, laugh hard, not give a shit, give a shit, find humility then lose it, be broken down by my pride, lose friends, make friends, realize that the friends that mattered have been behind me all along, neglect those friends, stay up late, wake up early, wake up late, miss class, make bad decisions, sit around and be lazy, start painting again, be messy, be imperfect and accept myself for every single imperfection, not caring if anyone else accepts and loves me for them, but knowing that someone DOES.
As important as it is to have goals and constantly try to better yourself, I’m tired of living up to what people may see as ‘perfect’ or ‘acceptable’. I make bad mistakes, and I neglect people that matter the most in my life. I know that soon and VERY soon, it will click in my head, and everything will be straight again. I will find “harmony” again, myself again, my peaceful but rebellious self or the little girl inside of me that’s dying to be evident and free in my life again. But until then, I’ve never felt so human… I kinda like it and I sure as hell don’t regret feeling this way.
I’ve come to realize that you can only fully rely on certain true friends for complete support through all of your trials and tribulations… because there are “friends” out there who are your “friend” for the advancement of themselves, and not because they want to see you grow. You’re a facet to their lives, an extra person in their “clique,” or a forced extension of what we call friends who “have your back”. Look out for these because they can deceive you and when it breaks your heart, it HURTS. They say to find strength in numbers, but I say to find strength in the few close ties with who you KNOW will be there no matter what.
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puahaha. I decided to take a break from studying and do this favorite whatever thing that everyone else is doing. but I also wanted to test out my new water proof paper!!
AND HOLY SHIT IT WORKS! ahhahaha!
It’s a notebook called “rite in the rain,” my brother gave it to me because he didn’t use it when he went to afghanistan.
but i still love you all on tumblr even tho you’re not listed =]
Awh! I love this. Haha… well you’d definitely get on my favorite list as well… once I find out a nifty way to repost that shiet!](http://7.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ktwwii1Yz11qzk0tqo1_500.jpg)