i’m facing this dilemma. is this a soon-to-be mid-20s crisis?

trying to up my style n whatnot. LAME, i know. i guess i have found that you WORK and FEEL how you WEAR… does that make sense?

love fashion. love looking, love predicting, love picturing… but i hate shopping and wearing HAHAHA. what exactly is “looking” your age anyway? and actually DOING my hair and face? yaawwwwwwnnnnnnnnnn…………. i guess i actually could look pretty refined if i just tried. but that’s just it.

i find myself back in “f**k it” mode, like i’d rather wear jeans, a t-shirt, and my new Js (and maybe some red lipstick JUST to look alive) I FEEL LIKE A CONFUSED TEENAGER what the eff

RANDOM! GOODNIGHT

deleting this later, depending on how i feel about this lollllllll i obviously need some sleep.